Why I Teach: A Portland-Area High School Teacher Reflects
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Monday, September 01, 2014
Ben Jatos, GoLocalPDX Contributor
As a new school year begins, I think it’s important for every teacher to answer the question: Why do I teach? This year, this is my answer.
When I reflect on the circumstances that led me into teaching, there are three main things that happened to me prior to declaring as an education major in college.
First, when I was 17, my father told me that when I went to college I should earn a degree that came with a title. For example, if I were to major in business I wouldn’t leave college as a businessman. But if I had a degree in education, I would exit as a teacher.
Second, my senior year in high school I had an English teacher named Trece Greene who made her job seem important, fun, and honorable.
And third, I took an intro to education class as a sophomore in college and I loved it immediately. Path set.
The reasons I stay
Now after 20 years in the classroom, I look at the reasons I stay.
First, I want to provide for my family and after so many years, and an advanced degree, I can do so with the help of my wife’s fulltime office job. But I know that most people have it rougher than I do.
Second, I love my job. I can sincerely say that I look forward to each and every day spent with students in the classroom.
Third, it’s the light bulbs. When a person all of a sudden has an epiphany and figures something out, light bulbs appear over their head. I love seeing light bulbs in my class.
Fourth, I teach because there is honor in my chosen profession. Serving 150 students in my classroom and the other 1,400 in my school is a task that I take seriously. When a parent releases their child - the most important thing in the world to them - to my school and also to me for guidance, instruction, mentoring, compassion, and a myriad of other roles which can pop up, I don’t want to let those parents or children down in any way. I still remember my sixth grade teacher who was mean to me in front of the class and would pick on most of the kids. She haunts me. I do not want to be that person and have no respect for any teacher that does the same. Conversely, I remember my fourth grade teacher who made me believe that I could accomplish anything. To this day, that man, Jon Snyder, is a huge inspiration.
Low points
There have been some low points in my career so far. The worst thing as a teacher is having a student die. The pain and anguish doesn’t compare to the pain the family feels, but it is difficult to pick up the pieces. I’ve lost too many students. One to murder, one to drowning, one to a plane crash, one to suicide, one to a car crash, one to cancer, and I carry all of them with me. I’ve given eulogies. I’ve stood in front of a class where a chair sat empty and talked to the other 30 students about carrying on. I’ve been in living rooms with mothers and fathers who have just lost their child and cried with them. Low points. All teachers have them.
There are also victories. There have been invitations to weddings from former students. There have been former students who became English teachers. There have been numerous thank you cards, college graduation announcements, and friendly messages on social media or e-mail. All of those things make me feel like I have made a difference. Academically, there have been kids who didn’t think they could accomplish something, who accomplished it. There have been students who have moved their tassel from one side to the other, who made it through dire circumstances and against all odds, to graduate.
Last year was rewarding and when a student wins, I feel like I win. I had students read their very first book. I had a student whose father had died a couple years prior, who in a writing assignment, wrote about him, showed me, and thanked me for the opportunity. I had one student publish two essays in an online magazine. I had a student write about her eating disorder and get help. I had a student write about his mother who had overdosed, dealing with it for the first time. I had students try to skip class for my class because they heard good things were happening there. I had students get an actual library card. I had students tell me (incorrectly) “I write well now because of you.”
Honoring the covenant
These aren’t measureable test score results that will be submitted to the state so that I may be evaluated and deemed to be proficient or not. These are real. These are victories where I feel like I am honoring the covenant between myself and parent. Where I am serving my students as best as I can.
Twenty years down and twenty to go. Why do I teach? Because I woudln't want to do anything else.
Ben Jatos is in his 21st year of teaching secondary English. His opinions are his own and in no way represent the views of his school district. He is passionate about his family, the Portland Trail Blazers, the writing of Raymond Carver, and educating young people. For more of his opinions and reviews of literature for the classroom, check out his blog at www.benjatos.com .
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Met or exceeded math standards: 83.3%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 70.3%
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Westview High
Washington County
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Met or exceeded math standards: 81.8%
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Multnomah County
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Economically disadvantaged: 29%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 92.6%
Met or exceeded math standards: 80.2%
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Sunset High
Washington County
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Met or exceeded writing standards: 76.8%
Met or exceeded science standards: 79.7%
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Wilson High
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Economically disadvantaged: 22%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 91.8%
Met or exceeded math standards: 80.4%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 82.8%
Met or exceeded science standards: 63.8%
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West Linn High
Clackamas County
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Economically disadvantaged: 10%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 97.5%
Met or exceeded math standards: 87.9%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 85.8%
Met or exceeded science standards: 83.2%
Four year graduation rate: 93.2%
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Riverdale High
Multnomah County
Enrollment: 242
Economically disadvantaged: <6%*
Met or exceeded reading standards: 97.5%
Met or exceeded math standards: 89.8%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 74.6%
Met or exceeded science standards: 74.6%
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* For less than six percent an asterisk is used on Oregon Department of Education data.
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School of Science & Technology
Washington County
Enrollment: 167
Economically disadvantaged: 20%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 97.5%
Met or exceeded math standards: 97.5%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 86%
Met or exceeded science standards: 63.9%
Four year graduation rate: 81.1%
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Lincoln High
Multnomah County
Enrollment: 1471
Economically disadvantaged: 12%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 92.5%
Met or exceeded math standards: 85.3%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 88.1%
Met or exceeded science standards: 79.9%
Four year graduation rate: 89.3%
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Lakeridge High
Clackamas County
Enrollment: 1078
Economically disadvantaged: 8%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 97.5%
Met or exceeded math standards: 93.9%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 91.8%
Met or exceeded science standards: 92.1%
Four year graduation rate: 89.9%
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Lake Oswego Senior High
Clackamas County
Enrollment: 1224
Economically disadvantaged: 6%
Met or exceeded reading standards: 97.5%
Met or exceeded math standards: 92.4%
Met or exceeded writing standards: 89.1%
Met or exceeded science standards: 87.7%
Four year graduation rate: 89.5%
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